Anywhere But Here.

I don't even know where to begin. I had thought I would be able to write about it. Instead, I am going to direct you to a page that is very similar to what I went through. (sorry Emily, but you are a much better writer than me, and thanks!) It even happened on a Wednesday. Instead of 5 weeks, 6 days, my ultrasound showed 9 weeks, 1 day. This was exactly 4 days after my ultrasound that showed a heartbeat of 166. http://captainhambone.typepad.com/not_that_you_asked/2007/11/grieving.html
Right now, I just feel empty. I can't get over that there was once something living and growing inside of me and now there's not.